@memoriestomoments THANK YOU!!! I myself have been battling this system "on the outside" now for six years.. and it is horrible!! We live in a very rural area.. and whew!! I blithely took an antibiotic my PC prescribed on Dec 19th 2019 ..it was double the usual dose and it blew a hemorrhage in my stomach..and hurt!! And then.. the plethora of problems that followed.. got down to 98 lbs.. gastros ..horrible.. until I found a good one.. 30 visits to ER.. one even told me..I"m not going to help you.. and you've been living alone for so long you ought to be used to it (severely dehydrated and so malnourished I had scurvy) and sent me home.. she said "go ahead and fiel a complaint..I'm the head of ER here so hahaha".. so bad.. drove 30 miles each way and the next day I called my PC and she had me tested and I was dehydrated and needed an IV.. my handy ma took his wife to this same ER and dropped her off and when he came back she was dead.. never told him why.. I had gallbladder surgery here and had a copy of my preop (I document everything) saying I was allergic to lidocaine.. 2 labels on my gown .. 2 anesthesiologists who said they wouldn't use it and as they were putting the mask on my face I heard " give her the lidocaine.. she had to call for 2 big guys to hold me at 104 lbs..so I got home and raised such a ruckus.. the hospital called and they changed their p[olicy.. no one gets anything they are allergic to..I had to call for an ambulance and we have TWO.. I got the one with no thing on it.. they gave me a "barf bag..I asked for a Zofran.and she said "I'm not authorized to give on".. so I said "can I administered one to myself.. get my wallet".. you have just explained why and what the heck is wrong with this system..!! Finally and answer!! I have ben thru hell with this stomach stuff now for six years.. and God has healed me of so much..if it wasn't for Jesus the healer.. I'd have been dead several times ..(Like a cat..9 lives) My nephrologist gave me pills I have to take that have titanium oxide as a binder and got so mad at me he hurt me last week on purpose trying to show me where kidney pain was..I did leave RFK Jr a message about metals in scripts.. thinking he might look into it.. (I'm 72 and too old for this crap.. kinda crabby about it.. drs on TV ..my Rheumatologist.. is in New York at a VA and we're here in Oklahoma.. he says (since I complained .. what are you all gonna do for me this year.. 4 years.. last year the resident just sent me home with..you're gonna have kidney or heart failure from systemic scleroderma..well the Dr has hired lots of residents ..because he got a contract with the Cherokee Nation.. and so he sits in New York and writes a new book..and lets these residents take care of us.. now I have fibromyalgia..(where'd that come from??) and oh they don't treat that... can't seem me anymore... well I got all my records and found a rheumatologist in a big town who does both..( they almost flipped when I told them) and I'm probably gonna try.. to expose this type of "doctoring".. as it is so prevalent here.. gastro in Florida and he flies in to do surgeries.. and lets residents handle it I'm 72..and they mistake me for being stupid as I have a prevalent Southern accent (more so than most Okies. born in Alabama)..I tell them "where I come from CEO's talk like this.. we need to fix this system ..and fortunately I am getting better and going to come out screaming.. just need to find the proper avenue to navigate..(I am very familiar with the VA.. but "outside is so ..big").. I thank you for sharing all of the great information!! I pray God's hand of protection over you and abundant blessings!!