This and That and Talk - My Transplant

@rosemarya - What a story! Thank goodness for medical transportation! and good job for the University of Ky to realize you needed to be moved to Mayo. It sounds like it is at true miracle that you are here today to help us all through our journeys. Thanks for giving back!

Lynn @lcamino

You demonstrate a lot of insight into people - you've been through a lot and it is great you can show such empathy to others.

Teresa

@hopeful33250 - Thank you. Part of that empathy is probably from my MSW (masters in social work) although it disappeared for a few years after our daughter died. It eventually came back with a strong heart for those who grieve and I have had many opportunities to help others through the grieving process (informally and by leading grief groups at churches) as I was helped.

Recently I find my patience waning with those that are not organ donors or not willing to do paired donations. I realize my vantage point is different, and self serving, but I just don't get people's hesitancy. I understand the pause to be a living donor as that has a large direct impact on a person's present life (job, family, physical pain) and it would be scary etc. I realize some of it is ignorance but my need is selfish and gets in the way of my understanding other people's decisions. Anyone else ever felt this way as they wait for a living organ donor?

@lcamino Lynne, are you banned from drinking forever as liver transplants are?

I can understand the reactions to having lost a child, thst’s every parent’s worst nightmare. Even though it is not as painful now I am sure that it never goes away entirely. Just thinking of how that must feel brings tears to my eyes.
JK

This conversation is making think of a discussion I started last Thursday, a slight twist on the Thanksgiving theme. I invite you all to add a comment here:
* I never thought I'd be thankful for ... https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/i-never-thought-id-be-thankful-for/

@lcamino Lynne, I think it’s different with liver being a longer recovery. I never expected anyone to be a donor, not even my daughter or son. My daughter was very insistent that she wanted to be and pushed me to get the information she needed to proceed but right after I got that for her she sort of dropped out and never mentioned it again! I have no idea what happened, I am quite certain that she had researched what being a living donor entailed before volunteering so I will always worry that she has something wrong that disqualifies her. She has been evasive when asked.

I told my son no because he is on an excellent career path and being out of work for a month could really impact his it. I know though if I got to the point where I was critical he would have been on the next flight to Boston.

I could not imagine anyone with a less close relationship would volunteer and unless it was critical I would not have allowed them to do it. Again, I think being a liver donor is more difficult on the donor than being a kidney donor.
JK

@contentandwell - Well I don't know about post-transplant but I would assume so. Due to the study I'm in I can't drink but I would not be able to even if I wasn't in the study. Alcohol is not good for anyone in end stage renal disease no matter what the cause. I was not a big drinker before but I probably have not had a glass of wine for 14 years so I'm used to being the odd one out. Neither of my children are able to drink (age now but even when they are of drinking age) due to their diseases and medicines they take so about 14 years ago my husband and I decided to have a house with no alcohol so they would see that you can have fun, and weather the storms of life, without alcohol.

And you are right, the pain of losing a child never goes away but you do adjust to a new normal. Some days I can speak or write about it without tears or emotion and other days I'm a blubbery mess. I can never predict which it will be either. Sometimes I can watch a movie with a sick child or one that dies but most times I can't, and if I know ahead of time I choose not to because it will inevitably rip off my scar of healing and I see no benefit to that.

Thanks for understanding.

@lcamino I do understand completely. I even have a hard time watching that type of movie. It still upsets me so much when either of my two kids are sick or anything. Once you are a mother that is what happens.
JK

@contentandwell - From what I have read being a living liver donor is harder on the donor. My 19 year old daughter offered to give me her kidney but I asked her to save it for her sister.

My husband has health issues that makes him ineligible and my brother already donated his kidney to my dad. I have had a complete stranger offer, and she is quite serious, but she is in the health field (my phlebotomist). Two other offers are from my sister-in-law and a person at church. Recently I just had two family friends offer but I think their age might be a factor. My surrogate mother offered but she is too old. My mom is unable to donate due to health issues of her own. Wow! After writing all that I guess I have had a lot of offers but many are not feasible. You sound more understanding than I am.

Lynn @lcamino

I'm sure you must feel frustrated as you wait for a donor. You have probably mentioned a lot of reasons why people hesitate to become living donors, but that doesn't make it any easier to you, does it? Praying for you just now that a donor becomes available for you!

Teresa