Severe health anxiety
Hi everyone,
I'm a 34-year-old woman and I've struggled with severe anxiety (probably GAD) since childhood. It's gradually gotten worse with age. For many years now, I've also been dealing with intense health anxiety, which became even more overwhelming after my dad passed away.
Lately, I’ve been having a lot of stomach and esophagus symptoms—like bloating, reflux, upper back pain, chest pain, and this weird tingling in different parts of my body. On top of that, I’ve been getting daily panic attacks.
I have an endoscopy scheduled for Wednesday, and I can’t stop thinking it’s cancer. The thought just won’t leave my head.
Every 4 years or so, because of stress, I get severe stomach issues and end up needing another endoscopy.
Is there anyone here who’s had intense stomach symptoms like mine just because of anxiety?
I feel really terrible and don’t know what to do. Another thing that’s been bothering me: it’s been 6 years since my dad died, and I haven’t been able to cry since then. It’s like my whole body wants to cry, but the tears just won’t come out.
Before he passed, I used to cry easily—even over small things—but now I feel stuck. I think if I could just cry, I’d feel some relief.
I used to take medication, but I’ve been off meds for a few months now. I’m planning to see a psychiatrist again.
Do any of you know a medication that specifically helps with health anxiety?
Sorry for the long post—I just feel really, really alone and like no one truly understands what I’m going through. That’s honestly the hardest part.
Thanks for reading. 💜
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@ebtexas55 Hi there,
Thank you so much for taking the time to write all of that — it truly means a lot. You sound like such a wise and grounded person, and I really appreciate how thoughtful your advice is.
I’m trying hard not to give up, even though some days it honestly feels really difficult. I don’t want to play the victim or let my anxiety win — I just want to keep learning, healing, and finding a bit of peace again.
I’ll definitely look into the things you mentioned — especially the vagus nerve exercises, the walking, and the books. I’ve already started making small changes in my routine, and reading supportive messages like yours gives me hope that I’m not completely lost in this.
Thank you again for sharing your experience and your kindness. People like you make these spaces feel a little less lonely. Sending you love and blessings💜
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1 Reaction@coffeechoc918 Hi,
Thank you so much for your kind message — it really means a lot. I’m so sorry you’ve been going through all of that. Everything you described sounds so familiar; I’ve been dealing with the same kind of health anxiety for years — the endless googling, doctor visits, and that feeling that something’s wrong even when tests come back normal. It’s exhausting, isn’t it?
And the butterfly you sent… that truly touched me. It brought back a beautiful memory — on my last birthday with my dad, there were little butterflies like that on my cake. Seeing it just made me tear up a bit, but in a good way. 💜
I haven’t tried Prozac myself, but I’ve been thinking about trying a different medication soon, since the ones I used before didn’t really help.
Thank you again for reaching out — it’s comforting to know there are others who truly understand this kind of struggle. Sending you calm thoughts and warm hugs 🦋
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1 Reaction@sisyphus Hi there,
Your message honestly made me feel so good — like I could almost hear a kind, wise voice talking to me with honesty and care. I never got to meet my grandpa, but reading your words gave me that same warm feeling — like a grandfather’s advice that’s both truthful and comforting at the same time.
You’re absolutely right about human connection and living with purpose. I think that’s something I’ve been missing for a while. I’ve been trying hard to live a “normal” life — eat better, move more, stay mindful — but it’s not always easy. Sometimes my anxiety suddenly comes back out of nowhere; I’ll be fine for weeks, and then — boom — the panic hits again. It’s frustrating, but I’m trying not to let it define me or make me give up.
Your story about handling things naturally and staying independent at your age is honestly inspiring. It gives me hope that maybe one day I’ll reach that level of peace and self-control too. I think you’re proof that wisdom doesn’t come from books — it comes from experience, patience, and not sugarcoating reality.
And about your last line — haha, I definitely laughed at that one! I guess you’re right — you might just be the original “goddess of book-length comments.” 😄 I’ll have to step up my game if I want to keep up with you!
Thank you again for taking the time to share so much wisdom and encouragement. I truly appreciate your words — they’ll stay with me for a long time.
Wishing you calm days, good health, and a lot more purposeful mornings 🌞
@jhenson Hey,
Thanks for sharing that — I can totally relate to what you said. It’s crazy how one big health event can just flip your whole world upside down. I had something similar happen, and since then my anxiety’s been stuck on high alert too. It really does feel like your body forgets how to relax.
What you said about not being able to cry hit me hard. I get that so much. It’s like your emotions are trapped somewhere deep inside — you want to cry, but it just doesn’t happen. And yeah, it’s a weird kind of loss… not of someone else, but of yourself.
I know what you mean about not feeling like the same person anymore. I’m trying to accept that maybe I’ll never be exactly who I was before either — but maybe that’s okay. Maybe it just means we’re learning a new version of ourselves, one step at a time.
I really appreciate your message. It’s nice to talk to someone who actually gets it. Wishing you calmer nights and a bit of peace — we both deserve that. 💜
@glenner075 Hey,
I totally get where you’re coming from. I’ve been dealing with anxiety for a long time too, and sometimes it feels like the meds just stop doing much after a while. I haven’t tried Cymbalta myself, but I’ve been on a few different ones over the years. Some helped for a bit, others didn’t do much at all.
I’m actually thinking about trying something new soon, because I feel like my body got too used to what I was taking before. It’s good that you’re planning to talk to your doctor — sometimes it just takes a bit of trial and error to find what really fits.
You’re definitely not alone in this. Anxiety’s a sneaky thing — just when you think it’s under control, it shows up again. But the fact that you’re still looking for ways to manage it says a lot about your strength.
Hope you find something that helps you feel calmer and lighter soon. 💜
@anahitap thank you so much for kind words and for sharing your thoughts. I wish you the same, peace & good health.❤️
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1 ReactionHi there
Thank you for your email it’s also comforting to reach out and that you not alone and getting messages back. 🦋
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1 ReactionSounds like we've got a lot of company dealing with angst issues about our health~~~ some moments become overwhelming; especially the 3am mind racing episodes with the
" monster under the bed"; when my gut and chest feel that queasy sensation mentioned by "anahitap", I force myself to burp and get great relief, Best wishes to all, at least we're not alone as we think 🫂
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2 ReactionsHey everyone, I just want to see if there is anyone else out there that is experiencing this? I recently developed severe anxiety regarding my health, more specifically the heart and lungs aspect. I always find myself correlating any type of pain at this point ( small cramp feeling in my calf but I think its a blood clot, or difficulty breathing and chest pressure due to my GERD and chondritus as a full blown heart attack for days now). Im at a loss here especially since I just started a family and the week leading up to the due date, I was in the ER 3 times as I was convinced something was wrong with my heart and lungs, only to have everything ruled out. Once it was, I then chalked it up to a cricked my neck the wrong way and either had tear in my artery internally or pinched the nerve that controls signals to my heart and lungs. I saw my dr today as a last minute hey Ive been having this strong ache pain down my sternum and no relief with my indigestion meds and antacids. Told I was fine, that it was not life threatening and not to worry because I am an active guy 32, avid lifter, (though not so much this last month due to the anxiety of it). Is anyone else going through this and or found ways to basically function?
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1 ReactionI’m experiencing the same problem but I’m a senior female and a cancer patient, having said that I started very young with health anxiety, it’s more common than you might think and especially today when we have so many different viruses and stories about diseases increasing due to covid..there’s no wonder why a young man like you has trouble with anxiety. I think it benefits you to be physically active because you can use it to cope with your stress, I would also suggest that once you have ruled out any potential problems with your doctor, then you can try healthy healing from meditation to yoga and definitely keep running to help you get through the stress, I think you will feel better better once you’ve taken control of it, I’m sorry you have to deal with this but I’m sure it will get better for you soon enough, best wishes.
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