Gabapentin can be an issue. I take it as well for pain management, but it is not something that can just be stopped. I tried and found it to cause extreme agitation. I have been taking 100 mg of Trazadone for years. I was first introduced to it in treatment years ago. It is an old antidepressant but it used a lot for sleep issues and insomnia. Perhaps ask your doctor about it. It is prescribed because it is not addictive and does not cause mood altering feelings. I hope this helps. Your honesty is refreshing!!