Lisa. Continue on your journey. I am one of those drunks, who was blessed with a new liver. I'm 6 years sober and living the life God wanted me to be living. Our drunk selves are not who we are and we can beat that terrible disease and live an amazing life. Forgive and love yourself. I promise others already do. You will never feel a second of judgment from mayo. They are there to help you win. God bless🙏