thank you so much, I truly appreciate all your encouragement and words of wisdom. I do have a lot of positives and I am so glad I decided to join this supportive group. my44 you should be a counselor, I hope you do not take this wrong but you feel like one of my moms hugs, she has been struggling with my situation and has emotionally checked out, it's hard but I understand. I will be sure to post my progress.

wishing you and everyone all my best Lisa.