Aren't you tired of living and waiting for things to get better?

It turned out to be much more than I expected. Still floating.

Oh, that is so nice of you. Thank you very much.

Marilyn
All your birthday wishes made my day!
Trisha

The day after: Still the old hum drum I was before. One of the best parts, though, two old friends sent me two dozen roses. They are gorgeous. Felt so blessed.

I’m sorry I sometimes feel that way too and it feels terrible!! How long have you felt like this? What happened?

Hey, I get it—life can be really tough sometimes. It’s okay to feel like this, but try to take it easy on yourself. Maybe start with small things, like getting some fresh air or chatting with someone who makes you smile. Even doing something tiny, like doodling or watching a fun show, can help you feel a bit better. Take it day by day. You’re stronger than you think, and you’re not alone in this!

You are not alone in feeling this way upon wakening. It's a very huge weight to bear especially if you live by yourself. I think once you can get up and moving around and let the world catch up with you then you will feel better.