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Aren't you tired of living and waiting for things to get better?

Posted by carrotbunny @carrotbunny, May 10 10:23am

I'm tired and I just want to die already. I don't know how to bring back my enthusiasm. I wake up wishing that I didn't wake up. I want to die in my sleep. I'm so so tired. Exhausted.

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maryruth7 | @maryruth7 | Sep 25 9:35am

In 70 years, I never had anyone courage me motivate me in life, I never had a true friend, it has been a very hard life. I have lived alone most of my life. I have had a few health challenges.I tell you this because I wake up everyone morning Happy, with joy in my heart. I can't understand anyone with a true friend being depressed, so many places they can go together and things to do. Life is so beautiful when you have someone to share it with. I can say I am happy l know the Lord, I understand Gods plan for man, knowing this fills my heart with love,joy and peace.
Life is short death is sure.
Learn to love yourself, life and listen to music, read the Bible. PRAY, IT WORKS.

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maryruth7 | @maryruth7 | Sep 25 10:23am

I am here if you can use a listening ear.

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thisismarilynb | @thisismarilynb | Sep 26 10:09am

So here it is - September 26th. This is my last day as an 89 year old person. Tomorrow, September 27th, will be the big 90 for me. I have stopped stressing. What does it accomplish? When (or if) you wake up every morning and can get out of bed on your own, you do just that and do whatever you had planned to do for the day. In my case, I am planning on quiet day to transition.

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maryruth7 | @maryruth7 | Sep 26 3:19pm
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@thisismarilynb

So here it is - September 26th. This is my last day as an 89 year old person. Tomorrow, September 27th, will be the big 90 for me. I have stopped stressing. What does it accomplish? When (or if) you wake up every morning and can get out of bed on your own, you do just that and do whatever you had planned to do for the day. In my case, I am planning on quiet day to transition.

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Happy birthday to you, it is a blessing, as you said to be able to get up out of that bed and do something. Many don't want to even get out of bed. I have learn to enjoy simple things, birds. Flowers, music, TV movies ,I like to laugh when I can as much as I can. Be happy. It does get lonely, I learned in life you must be your own best friend first.

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thisismarilynb | @thisismarilynb | Sep 26 4:22pm
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@maryruth7

Happy birthday to you, it is a blessing, as you said to be able to get up out of that bed and do something. Many don't want to even get out of bed. I have learn to enjoy simple things, birds. Flowers, music, TV movies ,I like to laugh when I can as much as I can. Be happy. It does get lonely, I learned in life you must be your own best friend first.

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Thank you for your kind wishes.

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maryruth7 | @maryruth7 | Sep 26 5:33pm
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Thank you for your kind wishes.

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I hope my words light a fire in you heart and mind, to live life to the full. do the things you love and explore something new.
Feel free to reach out from time to time, share how you spend your day.

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mdk1960 | @mdk1960 | Sep 27 1:07am
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Hi,
I'm like you, retired with social security and a pension. Where do you go to take online surveys to get paid for taking them? I'd love to know! My husband died two months ago and I could use the extra money. (You could private message me. )

You are right to do more online shopping; especially from Amazon. I have found them so good to deal with. Things have changed in this world. I live 15 miles north of Seattle and what was once a beautiful safe city is now a dangerous, filthy place to be. I never go to Seattle anymore at all!
PML

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Sorry for late reply. I have good luck with persistence with branded surveys survey junkie zap surveys . There is also you.gov. Things have really changed in this world. We lived in albuquerque till about a year and a half ago. Prior to that my lifeline home state and city was Kansas City MO. Both cities now filled with homeless who are apparently throw away human beings. I am heartbroken by this. The so called system is rigged so these people are set up to fail.

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misssuezq | @misssuezq | Sep 27 4:59am
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@thisismarilynb

So here it is - September 26th. This is my last day as an 89 year old person. Tomorrow, September 27th, will be the big 90 for me. I have stopped stressing. What does it accomplish? When (or if) you wake up every morning and can get out of bed on your own, you do just that and do whatever you had planned to do for the day. In my case, I am planning on quiet day to transition.

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Happy Birthday!!!

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tattookitti | @tattookitti | Sep 27 6:09am
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@thisismarilynb

So here it is - September 26th. This is my last day as an 89 year old person. Tomorrow, September 27th, will be the big 90 for me. I have stopped stressing. What does it accomplish? When (or if) you wake up every morning and can get out of bed on your own, you do just that and do whatever you had planned to do for the day. In my case, I am planning on quiet day to transition.

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Happiest of birthdays to you, today!

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trishaanderson | @trishaanderson | Sep 27 7:11am
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@thisismarilynb

So here it is - September 26th. This is my last day as an 89 year old person. Tomorrow, September 27th, will be the big 90 for me. I have stopped stressing. What does it accomplish? When (or if) you wake up every morning and can get out of bed on your own, you do just that and do whatever you had planned to do for the day. In my case, I am planning on quiet day to transition.

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Thinking of you on your 90th and wishing you a Happy Day!

Warmly, Trisha

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