Aren't you tired of living and waiting for things to get better?

Posted by carrotbunny @carrotbunny, May 10 10:23am

I'm tired and I just want to die already. I don't know how to bring back my enthusiasm. I wake up wishing that I didn't wake up. I want to die in my sleep. I'm so so tired. Exhausted.

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rashida | @rashida | Sep 18 12:00am

In reply to @SusanEllen66 "@roch I thought of that, however the pictures will become meaningless down the road… Thank you" + (show)

@SusanEllen66 I agree with you.

kathy88 | @kathy88 | Sep 18 11:32am

We all get feelings like that. Sometimes everyday. I know the bc was cured but I get scared and really have not figured out how to stop it . Exercise, pills, breathing. Psychologist, psychiatrist.
God Bless you and keep you strong and well. I bought the megacognotuve book from Amazon hope it can help

mdk1960 | @mdk1960 | Sep 19 10:22am

I have similar emotions. I have ptsd and the current events and politics make it far worse. I keep busy but I have some chronic pain. I can get into hopeless and despair fast. I started about 1 month ago a snall PT job online that has helped me a lot.

jennysusan | @jennysusan | Sep 20 12:53pm

Yes. I really am...

jennysusan | @jennysusan | Sep 20 12:55pm

In reply to @mdk1960 "I have similar emotions. I have ptsd and the current events and politics make it far..." + (show)

I wish I could find an online job I was suited for. Most is customer service that I'm not qualified for. Do you have any suggestions? I really need work. Thank you, Jenn

jennysusan | @jennysusan | Sep 20 12:56pm

You are not alone. I hurt too. Sending you best wishes, Jenn.

mdk1960 | @mdk1960 | Sep 20 4:48pm

In reply to @jennysusan "I wish I could find an online job I was suited for. Most is customer service..." + (show)

Ok.I am retired with social security and a pension from the OPM. This sounds worthless but I take online surveys. Last month I made about 300.00 dollars. Some cash directly into my bank account some went to Amazon on a gift card there for purchases. We buy dog food soda personal care items from Amazon. The toxicity of our news and politics really got to me so I started this. Many online advice is this is not worth it but I kept at it. The only problem I had was when I chose paypal for a deposit. Did not get it. We also live in a rural area and when we do go into a city once a month for food etc I am always shocked by how things have changed . Not for the better. I am also trying to do more shopping online to decrease use of our car and gas. Sorry if this is TMI. I just am constantly learning.Find something that will work for you

jennysusan | @jennysusan | Sep 20 5:04pm

In reply to @mdk1960 "Ok.I am retired with social security and a pension from the OPM. This sounds worthless but..." + (show)

Thank you for responding~
Jenn Leach

pml | @pml | Sep 21 8:45pm

In reply to @mdk1960 "Ok.I am retired with social security and a pension from the OPM. This sounds worthless but..." + (show)

Hi,
I'm like you, retired with social security and a pension. Where do you go to take online surveys to get paid for taking them? I'd love to know! My husband died two months ago and I could use the extra money. (You could private message me. )

You are right to do more online shopping; especially from Amazon. I have found them so good to deal with. Things have changed in this world. I live 15 miles north of Seattle and what was once a beautiful safe city is now a dangerous, filthy place to be. I never go to Seattle anymore at all!
PML

foundryrat743 | @foundryrat743 | Sep 22 8:07am

Hello! Like you, I am retired, on Social Security and a pension! Sorry to hear that Seattle has become so dangerous etc. I tried taking paid surveys, on and off for a few years, and found some to be rip offs, and a few to be legitimate, but the pay I received from the legitimate ones, was minuscule and sometimes had strings attached, so to speak! It was not worth the effort! My condolences to you with the loss of your husband!