I was diagnosed in 2019 i think with Parkinsons, had tremors on one side but then it developed on both sides then I got tardive dyskinesia not sure if parkinson caused it or a medicine that I was taking for depression. My doctor who is a neurologist started me on carbadoba levadopa not sure how to spell it . then I was put on Rytary and Im up to three pills three times a day 36.25-145 mg cpcr And then I started waking up and the tremors were really bad so he started me on I cant remember how to spell it but it was entomine honestly i forgot how to spell it but it was suppose to help the tremors in between each dosage and it did but three weeks afterwards i started have severe panic attacks that i went to the hospital seven times within four months. They took me off of it and they\ went away then just last month after six years they are telling me I dont have parkinsons that I have essential tremors, My original doctor sent me to his partner whisch is a movement disorder doctor so I had a Dat scan and it said I do niot have parkinsons not they are weaning me off my Rytary plus my Austedo and Im scared to death on whats going to happen to me as I take more each month or whatever away from my body, I had tremors arms hands and legs, then the TD is going to be terrrible I wont want to keave my apt I look like a freak with all m y moivements back anda I dion;t kjnow what they are going to pput me on but Im scared. I'm sorry I wrote so much and the spelling is getting bad because Im nervous about it all. Im scared I wouldnt wish this on my worst enemy.