I feel like I'm dying

Hi dear,
I’m so sorry for your suffering. What you explain is exactly what I been having for two years. I tried to manage it the first year, but the second year it was unbearable. I was hospitalized 4 times but not for this problem but because my heart rate was very low.
After trying everything, my gastroenterologist told me that there is only so much medicine can do for me. He referred me to a psychiatrist. When I’m in crisis not even an anxiolytic helps.
In April 2023, the doctor who discharged me from the hospital suggested to see an acupuncturist. I did. In a month I was feeling better, I continued seeing her until probably November 2023. The in December I had another crisis. I was hospitalized for 4 days. I apparently had a virus. So far for me, each time I’d heard “is a virus” meant the doctors don’t know what they’re talking about. Anyway, after my release from the hospital I went to the acupuncturist. She has helped me a lot. Then I had a personal problem and bang! all over again. My sister who is a nurse told me repeatedly that it was the anxiety because of my symptoms. I didn’t pay attention to her thinking she was minimizing my symptoms.
Anyway, to make the story short, I’m receiving psychological therapy. It’s helping. But what helped me more was to reconnect with my son after 17 years. I feel as a veil has been lifted from my head.
Now talking during my psychotherapy, I realize that I was sumerges in a severe depression, and I finally snapped.
I know my situation may not be applicable to you, but I realize now that my sister, my husband and the doctors have been trying to help me but I didn’t listen.
First of all, I’ve learned that when I feel I’m dying I am not going to die. Exercises given to me by the psychologist are helping me. When I’m in the bathroom feeling I’m going to die, I practice the exercises and these distract my attention, and after I feel better, I realize I didn’t die and the pain is gone.
Please ask me questions, one at a time may be better so we focus on just one issue.
Meanwhile, please allow me to send you a very close hug. Everything is going to be okay. I promise.

What do you mean that your neck feels like its going to explode? My neck for the last year or more hurts everywhere. muscles hurt, feels like glands are sore but not swollen, sharp pains, muscle spasms, twitches... Its driving me crazy. As this person also said I feel like I am dying and or losing my mind. I suffer from anxiety, and although not diagnosed with GERD because my doctors are morons, I am sure I have it. I suffer from pain literally everywhere in my body and feel sick and weak every day, but I have not gone to the doctor because every time I do, nothing comes from it because they either say they find nothing wrong or they are incompetent.

Did the dr tell you to take 400iu of vit D? Your lab result is very very low. Even 30, which you say is in the normal range is very low. When my vit D went low like that, I was put on prescription Vitamin D. 400 is a very very old amount that is rarely taken as a stand alone.

Not at all giving medical advice, but I take 10,000 (as opposed to 400?) daily to stay in range. Range is up to 100 now and at 10,000 I'm never toxic. If you are depressed, one of the reasons can very well be your extremely low Vit D. If you dr told you to basically take a multivitamin for a D level of 11, you might want to do some research, question your dr or find someone new. A D level of 11 is a severe vitamin deficiency and can cause lots if issues. Please don't take this lightly. Also increase you time with sun on your face, eyes closed and no spray to block the sun.

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