Would like to talk to other people with rumination syndrome

Good morning. I have the same problem. The doctors think I'm crazy just hospitalized for a week . I have a g tube also. Still vomiting up the milk. I don't what to do any more. I'm loosing hope. To top everything my son is autistic and they are taking his benefits away. I'm so depressed don't want to be here anymore please tell me what to do to get better