Who knows anything or even has bc that has turned into fungating wound

Have invasive ductal carcinoma...the fungating tumors or fungating wounds are soooooo painful! Im taking pain med. One dr. said right away im sending referral to cardiothoracic surgeon to get palliative surgery appt 4 mastectomy. Shortly after, i lost my benefits, lost hospice care and getting medi-cal is impossible,been trying...but im so tired...i dont want to give up! Any help wd b so appreciated...i live in the east bay of calif...sorry pic is scary and gross...uploaded since cant find anyone who knows what a fungating wound/tumor is or looks like in this mayo clinic website...🐛🦋🌻🌻🌻🐝

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