Pheochromocytoma of the adrenal gland

Looking for direction after the Adrenalectomy. My catacholamimes were so elevated for so long, I feel as if I have entered an entirely new realm of reality. It's overwhelming, but in a positive light. My concern is that I will fall to old habits and the destruction of interpersonal relationships will continue as before. I simply do not understand how things can just be ok.