Multiple health problems: Thankful & Fearful what future holds
I have bipolar illness and am on a cocktail of meds that control the illness. I was diagosed at age 28 and hospitalized 4 times. Now at 62, the illness is under control...also have stage three kidney disease due to lithium and am off now. Have had breast cancer and early stages of macular degeneration. I don't even tell people about my story because its too unbelievable to have all these health issues. However I am thankful that I have a supportive husband and feel there is so much to live for. Cognitively I know this however these health conditions hang heavy and my shoulders everyday and don't know how to manage emotionally. I fear of going blind someday, dialysis, cancer, etc Never was a hyocondriact but starting to feel this was. My therapist does a great job and bipolar meds are working. I am afraid of what the future holds for me and my health. Always thought I have a good handle on life.
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I’m glad to hear you’re doing better. Thanks for the information. I never thought about going to an ENT. That sounds interesting. I’m waiting for a callback from my doctor and I’ll discuss more options with him. This feels impossible to beat right now so thanks for giving me hope!