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Lived with some form of grief since I was 5…

Posted by lonelylostsurving @lonelylostsurving, 4 days ago

I dunno, I’m at a stalemate right now. Feel like I am barely hanging on. Starting a PTSD group, but life just keeps on punching me in the gut when I don’t even think I had time to properly grief any of the deaths, or even abandonment I’ve either caused or been through.

I miss my fiancé who past in 2017 and I just…I dunno.

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tevadog | @tevadog | 4 days ago

Im so sorry for your loss. Yes, that is do traumatic. Its been said there is no timetable for grief. I belief it doesn't go away and we deal with it in our own unique way.
Im just starting to learn about how generations of parents have shaped us. Im trying to examine my triggers to find where they come from. I tried one ptsd support group and the facilitator triggered me if your group helps you and its online. I hope you will share that with us. This complex ptsd is so new that so many people are trying to make so much money off victims. That mistrust probably came from the little girl who could not depend on her family.

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cheryl69 | @cheryl69 | 3 days ago
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Im so sorry for your loss. Yes, that is do traumatic. Its been said there is no timetable for grief. I belief it doesn't go away and we deal with it in our own unique way.
Im just starting to learn about how generations of parents have shaped us. Im trying to examine my triggers to find where they come from. I tried one ptsd support group and the facilitator triggered me if your group helps you and its online. I hope you will share that with us. This complex ptsd is so new that so many people are trying to make so much money off victims. That mistrust probably came from the little girl who could not depend on her family.

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I am sorry for your loss. I do understand I have lost my mom daddy two big brothers husband and son. My life has been difficult since childhood. Didn't get any better with age. I was married to narsicist for 40 years horrible abuse. Now I have o many health issues . physical and mental. I am sending prayers to you. I hope things inprove for you. gentle hug..

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