Just diagnosed with rectal cancer.
Good morning all. I’m writing as I’m sure hundreds of thousands have before me. Was having some issues over last year and decided to finally get a colonoscopy done. What came back was not good and needless to say I’m scared &&@“less. I’m trying to find some positivity but it’s very hard at the moment. All the immediate thoughts that flood your mind are overwhelming. Never in a thousand years did I think I’d ever be diagnosed with any type of cancer. A large polyp was found and biopsied and they’re saying it in fact does look like rextal cancer. Had the catscan done and a few lymph nodes are affected and there is a new spot on the lower lung. Talking with my new oncologist nurse she said she’s had patients in same situation that have had the area removed from lung if it indeed has spread to there. My bloodwork came back good which is odd to me. I don’t really have any other symptoms as far as anemia vomiting jaundice etc. is this normal or is it a positive in a sense? I know I’m rambling and just looking for support. I go for MRI and petscan hopefully next week to get a more definitive answer as to where I’m at. Just lost at the moment and looking for inspiration I suppose idk. Just need another place to vent and open up. Anyone on this journey I wish the best for and hopefully we can all find a way to beat this! Thank you for reading if you have. I appreciate you.
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@clayc84. I feel like my doctors sugar coated everything before hand so im gonna tell you exactly what im going through. Im a 46yr old female and In Feb A mass was found during a routine colonoscopy. April 15th I had a Lower Anterior Resection. They removed the top portion of my rectum and my sigmoid colon and stretched my colon and attached it back to my rectum. It was all performed robotically. They also removed 14 lymph nodes. After biopsy it came back as cancer they staged it as T2 cause it made it into the muscle wall but not outside. It also was not in any lymph nodes. The healing from surgery was 6 weeks. I was in severe pain on my right side. I had to have help getting out of bed. I could only lay on my back. My side constantly burned like it was on fire and the pain didnt really subside until week 6 after surger. Oh and get some pull ups cause there will be no hurrying to the bathroom. They decided to blast me with radiation and chemo simultaneously for 5 1/2 weeks to kill off anything microscopic. I started June 2. Mon thru friday I go at 10 am for radiation and i take 3 capecitabine(chemo pill) in the morning and 3 at night. The first 9 days of treatment symptoms were manageable. The last 10 days have been a nightmare. I have internal and external hemorrhoids, diarrhea, severe muscle spasms, sores on my vagina. Everytime I use the restroom it feels like im wiping with glass shards. The muscle spasms can't be controlled. It feels like you are constantly pushing to the point where you are hurting yourself. Sometimes I feel like im pushing my insides out. Im constantly uncomfortable. Ive started wearing pull ups cause I can just be walking through the house and start pushing(you can't control it) and pee or poop myself. I can't sit. I lay all day. Even standing up right puts pressure down there. The chemo pills haven't been terrible. They leave me with a underlying nausea all day, dry mouth, and fatigue. All very manageable. The radiation is what is killing me. No amount of muscle relaxers, pain meds, steroid suppositories, or anything else they have given me has really helped. Ive had 19 days of treatments and they want me to do 15 more and i think I have reached my threshold of what I can handle. I can continue the chemo but not the radiation. They say everyone has different reactions to treatments so maybe your wont be severe. I wish you luck and i will be praying for you.
I have survived Stage III rectal cancer after a full year of treatment in 2008-2009. The radiation, chemo and surgery were tough, but I thought that if I can live at least another 15 years it would be worth it. I have been blessed with a happy and productive life in that time.
Wishing you the best.