I have a Pineal cyst and it's connected to my spinal cord

I don't really understand my Pineal cyst much, I was diagnosed when I was 3, I had severe headaches and other problems, I also have migraine equivalent syndrome and orthostatic hypotension, on top of that I also have horrible vision and a astigmatism. When I was about ten I found out I had my tumor and all my other problems as that's also when I got my glasses, I was kept in the dark for years and when I found out I finally realized why nobody understood my pain in my head, I've been walking on eggshells evanescence I found out. It hurts to run because it feels like my head is going to explode. I can't jump properly for the same reason, and the Pineal cyst is connected to my spinal cord at that! I don't really know the differences because no doctor will answer my questions sense Im young, nobody thinks I can comprehend what they say about it but I want to learn about it and what it does and if theirs a way to help me without big medications and pills/ surgery, if theirs a way to at least help with the migraine and the headaches. I know this is super long and nobody's going to read it but I want answers and simple and complex websites can't give me I need to hear it from someone (not physically here it but you get my point) I also want their to be more awareness for brain tumors.
Sory this was long and probably hard to read as I was typing fast but thank you for reading 🙂