Have been a bit out of commission latey. Was hospitalized in April for dehydration and malnutrition at the local hospital. The stupid doctor also said I had a low thyroid and put me on synthroid. Turns out he read the test wrong and fortuniately little harm was done for my good doc at Mayo figured it out. Have been to the Mayo ER for dehydration last week, and now they say I have the beginnings of congestive heart failure, probably due to the dehydration which they are refusing to treat on a regular basis. Next week I see a cardiiologist, a nephrologist and my doc, they have done a bunch of tests and I should be given some sort of treatment plan. If nothing happens I am not sure just what I will do, it is proving quite difficult to live without any energy, and my depression is growing rapidly as my health declines. I just haven’t even been looking at email or the computer, I have been existing by playing computer games to keep my mind off of the health issues which are so bothersome. My psychiatrist is furious with Mayo for not at least giving me hydration on a regular basis while they try to figure out what is wrong. It took six tries to get an IV started last week and I don’t look forward to that experience again. I need a central line put in, and am ever so frustrated that they are instead watching my health decline.