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Does anyone have kind words for a type 1 bipolar depressive
10 years ago I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. I also went through rounds of ECT. I can only work part time. I have a degree and feel like a failure. I've done things so out of character it's crazy. Never been angry but risky. I'm trying to forgive myself because I wasn't in control whatsoever. Just looking for kind words of support if anyone has any. Thank you.
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Hi Max!
I admire you for having a clear understanding of your problem and for asking for some kind words! It shows that you must be a very nice person who has just had some bad luck! Plus you have a degree! That's impressive! What is your degree in?
I'm sure we've all done some things out of character but we just won't admit it! You have admitted it and that's good! Now just forgive yourself and go from here.
There's nothing wrong with only working part time. At least you are working. That shows that you have some initiative.
I would suggest one thing and that is give all of your problems up to God. Just talk to him like he's your best friend and he is! He made you and he can fix you! I'm 79 and recently my husband died of lung cancer. I was so lost but I turned to God for help and I got help to get through a hard time. Prayer really does work! I'll say a prayer for you.
I wish you the best.
PML
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5 ReactionsHey, maxthecat. Too late for merrychristmas, happynewyear, but best of all Happy Epiphany! and a year full of insights, which might sound like a wish for more of the manic and less of the depressive. Opportunities to forgive your self.
Tell us about your wandering through this curious path,
Do you have memory of the experience of ECT.
Are the manias marvelous as the depressions terrible.
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2 Reactions@gently I wish for you peace in the coming year. We sometimes tell another that we know how they feel, but we really do not We can only relate to how we feel or have felt under those circumstances. I do know the struggle is real. I wish you Joy and Happiness!
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1 ReactionI was diagnosed bipolar not all that long ago , shouldnt be surprised as both parents were also bipolar. I too have done things so crazy, ( dont go shopping when your manic u get cheated). or spend more than you have or ........ But it is the way it is, I just have to deal with it. Its not as if we wake up one morning and say " I am going to be bipolar or what ever).
@loisann, even when they tell our comprehension is limited. I don't know if it helps a little to tell, to know that people value their unique knowledge, though we wouldn't wish it on anyone.
Wishing you a day of epiphanies.
Yes, I think it helps to have people acknowledge your feelings when you reach out to them and don't make it about yourself. Thank you for your kind wish. May you be blessed.