Any positive stories about Benzo tapering? I need hope

Posted by sears @sears, Nov 9, 2019

Would love to hear some positive stories from people whom have tapered off benzos. Positive only please. Give me some hope. No horror stories! I need some encouragement!

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@jcase

Clonazepam is just the generic form of Klonopin. I don't understand why the Dr would've switched you to the same thing. I've been taking Xanax unprescribed for about 10 years and I only take about 3 mgs at a time and still have withdrawal when I try to taper myself off. These Drs are over prescribing benzos. But I can't get a Rx for my anxiety and panic attacks because I had an addiction to pain meds over 20 years ago. Very sad for people that need benzos and can't get them

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Stay safe.🙏🏼

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@jcase

Clonazepam is just the generic form of Klonopin. I don't understand why the Dr would've switched you to the same thing. I've been taking Xanax unprescribed for about 10 years and I only take about 3 mgs at a time and still have withdrawal when I try to taper myself off. These Drs are over prescribing benzos. But I can't get a Rx for my anxiety and panic attacks because I had an addiction to pain meds over 20 years ago. Very sad for people that need benzos and can't get them

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3 mgs. Xanax would be considered a very high dose.

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@helenfrances

Thank you so much for writing! You inspire me and give me hope.
I visited the doctor who prescribed Clonazapam. I too am your age and I took this DRUG for decades. I am dependent (rather than addicted) to it. Is there a difference?!!
(I now have mild cognitive impairment.) He is referring me to a psychiatrist who will manage the the ongoing decrease in taking this drug... a neurologist has already prescribed a med that lessens the loss of memory..Escitalopram.

I considered what the consequences should be for a well meaning doctor who prescribed a medication that affects memory and mood!!
I also asked myself! .. why did I not read the pharmaceutical info!!

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Is there anything that is Newer /July 2023

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I’ve been able to taper off RX Benzos 3 times. I take it slower than my Dr even recommended because I am highly sensitive to all meds. I kept reducing the dosage every 2 weeks until there was just a tiny amount to wean off of. And for me it works. Best of luck to you!

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@nonnied

I’ve been able to taper off RX Benzos 3 times. I take it slower than my Dr even recommended because I am highly sensitive to all meds. I kept reducing the dosage every 2 weeks until there was just a tiny amount to wean off of. And for me it works. Best of luck to you!

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How long were you on them and how much per day?

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@nanagizer

How long were you on them and how much per day?

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I took Xanax for 18 months as rescue and for high anxiety. .5 mg 1- 3 times daily. I was also on 1.0 Klonopin 18 months at the same time for sleep.
I tapered off the Xanax first. Stayed with the Klonopin for 6 months then tapered off it the same way I did with Xanax.
I do take an antidepressant daily, as well as a non narcotic sleep aid . I’ve suffered from high anxiety my entire life. I’m doing well!

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@nonnied

I took Xanax for 18 months as rescue and for high anxiety. .5 mg 1- 3 times daily. I was also on 1.0 Klonopin 18 months at the same time for sleep.
I tapered off the Xanax first. Stayed with the Klonopin for 6 months then tapered off it the same way I did with Xanax.
I do take an antidepressant daily, as well as a non narcotic sleep aid . I’ve suffered from high anxiety my entire life. I’m doing well!

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How did you do your taper off the xanax?

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@nonnied

I took Xanax for 18 months as rescue and for high anxiety. .5 mg 1- 3 times daily. I was also on 1.0 Klonopin 18 months at the same time for sleep.
I tapered off the Xanax first. Stayed with the Klonopin for 6 months then tapered off it the same way I did with Xanax.
I do take an antidepressant daily, as well as a non narcotic sleep aid . I’ve suffered from high anxiety my entire life. I’m doing well!

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Thanks for the reply. I am on Ativan taking .5 mg 1-2 times per day about 18 months now as well. How did you do that taper? I would love to get this out of my life but I am also high anxiety and have been for years and years.....

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@nanagizer

Thanks for the reply. I am on Ativan taking .5 mg 1-2 times per day about 18 months now as well. How did you do that taper? I would love to get this out of my life but I am also high anxiety and have been for years and years.....

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I’m super sensitive to changes in my body.
My Dr (psychiatrist) confirmed I was in a place to taper off the Xanax first.
I got a pill cutter and reduced the dose in 1/4s. So
3/4 for 2 weeks, 1/2 for 2 weeks, 1/4 for 2 weeks. And at the end of six weeks if I wasn’t having any withdrawal symptoms I was done. Low and slow is what I do. (3 different times in my life) my anti depressant is low dose and with it and lifestyle changes I am able to reduce my anxiety well.
Good luck to you!!

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This is my personal story. There is so much hope, I promise. Assuming you have a good Doctor, it is truly up to YOU and your personal health/goals and determination at the end of the day. Trust and honest communication with all of your providers helps tremendously.
Anxiety disorder, CPTSD, major depression and ADHD. For my symptoms, over the course of 7yrs, I’d been rxed Xanax 2mgs, 4x a day. Or 8mg. The maximum federal limit here in the U.S.
Was considered a “maintenance” patient, for the prescriptions. At one time, I really did need it,
as significant traumaS we’re still new, and I was border lining on a complete mental breakdown. Did it help throughout the years while stabilizing? At times. Absolutely.
Was it needed everyday as maintenance for so many years? No.
Scouring the internet, reading and hearing nothing but horror stories throughout those years, continued to negate me from even considering trying to taper. Though, I would never wish nor recommend half a day’s cold Turkey or super quick cessation on anyone. Understandably petrified from my own experiences and others’. So, the future didn’t seem likely at all in my case. Though, I’d had enough. Needing to plan my days, carrying a rx bottle in my purse for the magical “be gone” pill.. In reality, I’d become tied to a zombie meditation, with major long term use concerns at a very young age. When I look back, xanax just produced more anxiety and a deeper depression. Add that to physical inter dosage withdrawals, running out early, feeling dulled and with zero medication- I felt nothing but hopelessness, physically cramped with exhausting waves of PTSD freezing, constant tight muscles, hyper vigilance, agoraphobia etc. I would become unable to drive, disassociated and barricaded in my room. No Xanax meant I was unable to do anything, except contemplation of ending it all and holding onto the bed with crippling anxiety until passing out. I knew full well the spectrum of SSRI and W/D symptoms, including the possibility that one could literally die without benzodiazepines associated with overnight cessation.
Good news? The Ashton Method. Pitched it to my doctor. The first two months, I did on my own, solely to test the water but the true test was my will. I managed to decrease by 1mg each month. 8mg down to 6mg. Then the bigger “jump”, 6-4mg. All without a replacement benzo in-between. My doctor did offer solace if I could not handle it. But I tell you, the drop wasn’t as nearly as uncomfortable or horrific. Noticeable physical discomfort? Some, but at least I could function after Tylenol/Ibuprofen mix. Frankly, I was much more operable, efficient and didn’t feel as foggy. Only slight anxiety, but the kind that is breathable through. After two weeks, 4-3mgs. Same thing, just more clear and optimistic. Again, 3mg-2mg Xanax. Then switched to 20mg Valium for 1 month, and I was off.
Its been two months and couldn’t be more proud, healthy and sound. No long term withdrawals after almost a decade. I pray all of you will find something that works and all your fears are replaced with hope and determination, sooner than later. Which will ultimately lead to happiness. Take control and in moments of doubt, lean on your support but most importantly don’t allow the medication to control you any longer.

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