Don't give up, as @johnbluffside says!! You WILL find something that works for YOU. It's just that when we feel horrible...time seems to drag. Right now I am on 50 mg. of Zoloft, but have cut it in two for the last week....seeing how this works. Plus, I take 1 mg. Xanax daily....for several years. I WISH I took nothing!! But, at least I am down from where I was years ago....listening to wrong doctors, trusting when I should not have. But how do we know, at the time we are going to them? I now have a good Dr., first visit was today. He takes you seriously. He's called a counselor group to have someone call me...I know I need some therapy for anxiety, depression & grief. I'm looking forward to feeling better. Sometimes it's as if we are standing outside our bodies, looking at ourselves and thinking, 'That isn't ME. I remember a time when I was completely different.' You just keep on trying, you WILL feel better and I'm looking forward to feeling better....I just TRY to always keep the faith...and Lord, it's been hard. I am just thankful for this site....I don't feel ALONE. I wish you everything wonderful....just never give up! 🙂