Zemeta is a medication administered through a drip or bag of fluid I receive every three months to ensure my bones stay stronger. I am with Mayo and feel they are one of the best. I can ask questions through my Patient Portal and get answers. There are also other well-trained staff I can phone, such as a Triage Nurse. You have written that it is nerve wracking, but it does not have to be if you have the right Hematologist and Care Team. Keeping a positive attitude and the LEAST amount of stress is key to getting better. Also diet (cancer loves sugar) , exercise (cancer hates walkers) and regular rest is very important. Pursue your hobbies and if you do not have any, find some good ones. Best success in getting healthier and feeling better.