Thank you, I am sure alot of people feel the same way. It feels like such a solitary thing to go thru. I tried to talk to my sister tonight. She just stays silent and says I don't know what to say. I get that, but that makes me more frustrated. It's not that you have to say something. It's just that you need to be. I understand I'm here. Those words would make a big difference.
I lost my best friend eight years ago to mesothelioma it's was horrid but I always supported her and listened and responded with love and understanding.