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Journaling - The Write Stuff For You?
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I have stopped writing. I cant trust my 'partner' from reading what I write. She is a big stress ball. I try to surive on ssdi and sleep on this couch. Sometimes I wonder if it will ever change. I dont think it will. I have numerous health issues but cant deal with them. I dont have a key to the front door of the house I sleep in, I cant come and go as I please but hey I am still alive. Nothing really matters anymore. Today is my birthday and all I want to do is go to sleep and wakeup in a diffrent world. Nothing changes. This couch has become my casket
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Hello @jobycat,
I am sorry to hear that you don't feel that you can write in a journal at this time. It sounds like you are feeling a great deal of frustration with your current living situation. As you know, this discussion group is primarily for those who are interested in sharing journaling ideas. On Connect, there are other discussions in the Anxiety/Depression and Mental Health groups that might be of more value to you at this time. Here are links to some of those groups:
--What Keeps You Going
https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/what-keeps-you-going/
--When was the Last Time You Were Happy
https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/when-was-the-last-time-you-were-happy/
And also, a discussion group that you started,
--End of My Rope
https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/end-of-my-rope/?pg=1#comment-939959
Continue to post about your feelings, @jobycat. Connect is a safe place to share your thoughts and feelings with supportive and encouraging people who can empathize with you.