Welcome @andreinapereira. “ One in five women ages 14 to 49 has genital herpes.1 There is no cure for herpes. But you can take medicine to prevent outbreaks and to lower your risk of passing genital herpes to a sexual partner.”

Here is some helpful information in Spanish:
- Herpes genital https://espanol.womenshealth.gov/a-z-topics/genital-herpes

- in English https://www.womenshealth.gov/a-z-topics/genital-herpes

I can understand that this situation is affecting your mental health and making you worried about meeting someone. You can still love and practice safe sex when living with genital herpes. There are precautions you should take. And an important part of taking precautions is telling a partner about the condition. I bet that part can be hard.