I get it. I have been on disability since my liver was failing from the hepatitis-c in 1999. Too darn long! I have stayed single until recent which had been over twenty years. It is difficult to explain to anyone, even friends, how debilitating we have become, let along share it with anyone. I have good doctors now but it took so long for them to listen. I fear the time when insurance will cut off the good doctor care and replace the real medical doctors with PAs or NAs; not that they don’t have their place it’s just we need medical doctors with education and drive to figure out why we are suffering and how to help. It’s still pick and choose to find a doctor who actually will have the time to listen. God bless you Jobycat, keep trusting in God. He is all I really have. God does love us. We have to trust because man has let us down. Much prayer for you my dear. Hang in there. My heart goes out to you! ❤️‍🩹

I forgot to tell you….Please ,,,have a Happy Birthday 🎊🎉
Blessings! 🙏🏻👍🏻🌹

Can relate @ jobycat. I had a horrible time for 3 years until I finally qualified for Medicare. I've had to couch surf and stayed in homeless shelter. Later, managed to rent a room from schetchy person who had drug addicts in & out. As a result, I was attacked & robbed. Finally, I found a room to rent where I feel safe. After all this trauma I am afraid of most people, so I isolate. At my age, weighing only 117 Lbs, I feel very vulnerable. I'm lonely & irritable.