Hi I'm Renee I have a rare pain disorder, it's kinda like phantom pain but everywhere. I have a spinal implant in my back that helps , but sometimes it doesn't help. I'm glad you joined, there are great supportive people in the chronic pain group. I'm always up for listening. We understand how hard it is to live like this. Try anything you can to keep your mind off of things. I like to color and read at 45 I never thought I'd be saying that. I was diagnosed about 2 years ago.