<p>Hello 55 year old male - was very healthy 2018- a bit before 2018 I started having problems like not feeling well a sense of impending doom that happened all at once - would have heart palpitations- legs were swelling- obviously I was alarmed- it just progressed over the months - I went to emergency rooms over and over doctors anyone that would listen- in 2019 I started having cognitive issues not remembering things and would not understand what was going on at times - over 30 er visits by ambulance or in person before I was unable to drive- was assured that my heart was in great shape-it got to the point that the hospital in pink slipped me bc I was making up sickness- in the mental hospital they said my heart was fine bc their doctors did exams ekgs and tests - they locked me up 2 times at that mental hospital- the police said if i called 911 again for chest pain I would be arrested at this point- this went on over 2 years - lost everything- couldn’t work or do anything but keep trying to find the answers- in October of 2020 I could barely walk and police didn’t scare me maybe jail had doctors that could help so I kept calling 911 - in the middle of October 2020 they took me to the ER and may prayers were answered- I knew I was dying bc of what was happening I just didn’t know why - the woman doctor actually listened to me and she said I’m going to keep u and run a echo of your heart to just check it out - next morning they did the test and she came in and said u have to go to intensive care I’m really sorry but u are in end stage heart failure- she said most people ejection fraction rate in their heart is 55-70 percent and my heart was at 16 percent- the next month was a blurr in the hospital- I got out very sick and my apartment complex towed my car and filed for eviction bc I could not clean- I had to go to court and I had media there to document this - the judge said I could stay that it wasn’t my fault- my ejection rate is 50 percent now - but now I have a blood problem- anyone familiar with CLL - SLL lymphocyte over 4000-6000 for almost 2 years - smudge cells on lymphocytes - I did go to a cancer center they did blood flow cytometry but nothing diagnosed the doc said bone marrow but that was in the middle of the heart stuff -</p>