Your post gave that nudge to start my emotional reset. I was getting discouraged and felt that my medical team had just lost their engagement in my case with too many errors occurring left me with my hands up in the air! Now I have become more motivated to take charge, make some progress. I had forgotten that God created everyone’s life journey, there are reasons why, and to believe that my faith will lead the way. I literally feel God inside of me coaching me, leading me to new adventures and journeys and will always have his arms around me. The biggest challenge is to keep my mind focused and find a way to help my son with this difficult journey. He is almost 27, has really no close friends nearby, has Aspergers and is feeling overwhelmed with the future I recently moved my elderly mother and stepfather here and they also have been quite the challenge but they are starting to grow emotionally as I’ve been very honest with them. My son wants to be informed about my progress but at times when the news is not what we all have wanted and have needed to readjust things my son is finding that hard. I am his only support and have always been his “ stability “ and he feels that is being ripped away. I know God will lead me to a better future. I feel that my internal happiness is what makes me “shine” which then projects to everything and everyone around me! Then the calm sets in, motivation kicks in, energy levels go up and the Super Hero comes out full Cale and all! I believe if you love life, love yourself which has become easier over the past 3 years, and love God the rest just falls into place.
Thank you again for that nudge!!