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HOCM, Alcoholism & Making Positive Changes
Hypertrophic Cardiomyopathy (HCM) | Last Active: Nov 22, 2023 | Replies (26)Comment receiving replies
If I'm being honest I have to say that my overall symptoms are worse in some ways, but I'm only two months post-transplant. The anti-rejection meds give me tremors in my hands that make it nearly impossible to do some things. When the transplant occurs your sternum is cracked open and then wired back together, so I'm constantly uncomfortable and have difficulty sleeping. There is a very real risk of picking up an infection that could threaten my life or lead to rejection of the new organ, so I have to be obsessive about cleanliness and avoiding risky situations. And I will have to be for the rest of my life. When your old heart is removed, the nerves are severed and your body cannot regulate your new heart rate in the same way. Mine never drops below 100bpm, so I feel my heart racing almost constantly. On top of all that, I have developed type II diabetes from the steroids that are part of the treatment regimen. For anyone who thinks a transplant is some miracle cure, it's not. It's a treatment for heart failure. With the HCM, I had occasional arrhythmias and some physical limitations. Some of these things will get better with time and some I'll have to learn to live with. On the positive side, I can walk more than a hundred yards without feeling like I am going to faint and I no longer need the defibrillator and pacemaker. Obviously, I am extremely thankful for the new heart and, since heart failure is a progressive, incurable condition, the transplant ultimately saved my life. I am grateful for that and have to hold that idea as my primary focus. Then, it all seems like a fair trade. For anyone with HCM, I would urge you to learn as much as you can about your particular form of the condition and be proactive about a treatment plan and lifestyle changes that will improve your prognosis. Many people live long, healthy lives with HCM and, as far as I understand, never reach the point where they need a transplant. My situation arose because of irresponsible living, bad genes, and a failure to ask the right questions to the right people. Also, I would urge anyone with HCM to have genetic testing and test their kids as it is an inheritable heart disease and sometimes goes undiagnosed until later in life. My biggest relief was when all three of my kids tested negative for the two main genetic variants that I possess which are believed to cause the disease.
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Hi @exhcmposttx Welcome to a very small club of us who now have a new Heart to us anyway. Im approaching 6 years with mine and most of those complaints will be gone in less than a year. The Tremers probably about 6 months and they will get less and less as they reduce your meds. The delay due to the Vegas nerve I don't even notice anymore, I can easily walk 4-5 miles and play Golf which I love. So it will defiantly get better. As for getting sick yes we need to get used to wearing a mask a lot. I have had covid once and a few regular colds but nothing to severe. I typically wear a mask out in public indoors where I may be closer to people than about 6 feet. Outdoors when its dusty I will as I live in Arizona, so we get these dust storms but usually as I'm walking or hiking, I don't wear it.
One thing I noticed right away was my increase in EF % I went from a 40 to about 70. wow my blood flow almost doubled.
Also as for heart rate I started out at about 120 but now its typically around 70-80. So I hope that may put you at ease a bit. For me the other unconfutable part at first was food tasted lousy but now i have to put myself on a diet as Im back to loving food too much. LOL
So lets keep in touch and Im here to help with questions. The first milestone myself was driving again. they said I had to be off the pain killers before that and I was driving again at 6 weeks.
BTW I also had a drinking issue before this whole part of my life and I thank God i was able to quit about 9 years ago so I too am very farmiluar with being shocked many times prior to the transplant. I too had a for of PTSD and the hapest day of my recent life was signing the release to take that torture device out of my chest. My old heart got so bad I was getting shocked daily about 2 weeks before the transplant. My nerves were so bad that in the hospital waiting for a Heart they shut it off and just delt with external when needed. At least they could knock me out to deliver the shock. But like you said early on it saved my life multiple times. We seem to share a lot of details in common. Mine was damaged mostly from a flu bug that affected my heart. I devolved fluid around my heart and lungs that caused the heart to become enlarged. Thats when I got the pacemaker defiberator put in as a percausion. at first it never did anything but as my heart got worse I started having more arrythmias. For about 10 years all was pretty good. I was working and had a pretty good life. Went thru a couple of Ablations but it really didn't effect my life much. I did enjoy a few beers after work but never a lot at once. it just became a routine to have a few almost every day. Honestly no one really said it was affecting my heart. But when the arrythmias started coming all the time I read somewhere that alcohol can affect rhythm. So I was desperate to try anything and one day just gave it up. It was a conviction I believe God gave me to quit. and I'm glad I did, as you know drinking will get you off the approved list for almost any transplant. I believe now it was divinely inspired. So there's my story and I added this part based on reading your earlier post to the other person. Thanks for sharing.