You are not crazy; you are in a living hell ; I have the same thought’s as you do. I do not know what keeps me going . I believe in the Bible and keep praying someone will step forward and help me. Keep knocking on doors asked a health provider to send samples to a specialty lab that is parasite knowledgeable. Read all you can about your situation; take action by knocking on doors . God please help this lady ; send her an angel of mercy to hey her find someone in the medical field to take interest in her medical problems. Amen