My heart goes out to you. I am the same. I’ve been so sick for over a year. My dog shows demodex tic mange. I rescued her from what looked like a crack house 4.5 years ago. Did I get this from her?
Mine started with demodex-some so large they’re 1mm long. Doctors said I was imagining it, in spite of hundreds of photos- and having them coming out of my skin. Science says demodex are microscopic- so they wouldn’t believe me. As of maybe a month ago- the fibers started coming from little squiggles all over. After research: Morgellons.
I am feeling hopeless. But I got 2 books and am reading about self- healing. The medical system had failed us dismally. I have PTSD from the mistreatment from medical persons you hope have compassion. If I weren’t afraid of desth, I’d kill myself. It’s that horrifying and painful. Could there BE anything worse? If we had cancer, we’d be in treatment. Yet, I feel like these things are eating me alive.
Can you relate? It just helps to talk to someone. My husband thinks I’m crazy.