I hear you Leslie, I really enjoyed social work, I did it for almost 24 years before I had to stop due to my symptoms, I'd give anything to return to my job but I don't see that happening in the near term, I'm not real excited about the bone biopsy, sounds quite unpleasant, had a spinal tap a couple months ago and it took a while to get over those unpleasant pain symptoms, jamming needles and the spine just sounds wrong, life is crazy!