My passion is in landscaping, focusing on flowers. I have no doubt my love of nature, which I expanded to the fullest after my diagnosis with CLL- hours daily, helped my recovery. I was grateful and appreciative of every minute I got to spend outside in this glorious world. Greatful for the time I have. Yet, I never had advanced to the stages where fatigue, dibiltating treatments or pain from CLL was an issue. When living with pain and fatigue fighting the depression and misery would be hard even if one was able to be active gardening.