@scase60 hi and welcome to the group. I am so sorry that you’re experiencing so much pain and frustration. Many of us here are in the same boat together. I think that’s important to know there are others experiencing the same things and sharing some of the strategies we used to keep going. Some days it’s very hard And other days not so bad. I found in my brief time here that listening to other peoples stories and problems is helpful. I am not so alone or isolated. I actually met a couple of people who have the same diagnosis as I do, I have DADS-M. A super rare illness. I wish you happiness and joy in those things you can still do.