I am a lot the same , 5 bedroom house and my 2 sons liv e with me, neither drive or are self sufficent. So it's all on me. My sister's will not talk to me haven't since our m o m passed 5 yrs ago. I love I'm a small hamlet , also at least an he to appointments, no ammenidties in the area. And failing health, yes I can see you being down. Prayer is all I have.