A friend of mine gave me a book along time ago entitled, "Gettin' Old Ain't for Wimps". I laughed at the tie. I'm not laughing so much at 75. I have had chronic peropheral pain since I fell skiing back in 2016. I've some good years and some not so good years since. You got your bad stuff rather young. Look at it this way, at least all this didn
t befall you when you were 30 or 40. Find a support group. Find a good church to get involved in. My grandkids live not so close, so I see them once or twice a year. Don't let circumstnaces rule your life. You can't control them. Try to imagine your life if you were even worse off. My faith helps keep me going.