I wanted to tell you that the doctors never gave us a time frame on how long he had to live. I knew it wouldn't be too long though since I had noticed for many months that he was having issues. I just never realized why he was having those issues. If you want to talk or have other questions, message me here in the discussion or send a private message. When my husband was dying, I tried multiple times to find people to talk to who were going through the same thing. I never did find anyone. It turned out to be a very lonely journey for me. The hardest part for me now is the loneliness too. We did everything together for 25 years and then he was just gone. It is quite a struggle. I wish you the best.