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@bigmaya- Watching TV is easy for me when I'm really down. Even if your mind wants to grieve 24 hours a day it's not good, breaks are needed. There is much to think about and lots of decisions to make.
My biggest fear has been what will life be like now. Where do I go from here? Will I meet someone new, even at my age? Will I want to meet someone else?
My kitty keeps me warm and I feel that she saved my life. The weight and feel of her soft fur kept some of the pain from surfacing and her cute mews for dinner late in coming showed me that she needed me. But of course, it's not enough.
I can't believe that it will be 5 months Sept. 10th. It doesn't seem possible that he's gone at all, never mind for 5 months.
Merry
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Hello Merry,
It's 03.48 in the morning where l live. Hope to get back to sleep somehow... Harpo doesn't care, he snores away or is it Olive 😺 ??? and Clara watches me with her huge scrutinizing eyes. Thursday evening will mark two weeks since my husband's passing and when l get to be with people (just a little) l think for a moment that l'll survive but then l'm on my own again and this huge tsunami of sadness breaks over me. I too wonder what will happen to me... will l be able to carry on, be able to stay in this house, we don't own the place... l try to read, have tons of books, used to be an avid reader, but when my husband got sick l just lost all interest. There are formalities to be taken care of, always hated it!!! But it's on ME now... and it just adds to my anxiety and fear. Hope you're having a good night's rest🙏