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Loss & Grief | Last Active: Oct 5, 2023 | Replies (52)

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@bigmaya

Thank you Merry,
I'm sorry to read about your loss! Wish too that happier circumstances would have brought us together... l'm surprised really that l get to sleep, l've been waking up rather late even, without taking anything! I guess grief, depression etc. wear me down... A few people came around and everybody brings tons of food so yes, l managed to eat some though l think it's more out of stress and anxiety. I try to read but spend most of the day watching Law&Order SVU... they've becone familiar to me and l guess l fall for the friendship and the team having each other's backs.
I also have a whole bunch of felines, wish they could talk😺🙏

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Merry, Alumni Mentor | @merpreb | Aug 28, 2023

@bigmaya- Watching TV is easy for me when I'm really down. Even if your mind wants to grieve 24 hours a day it's not good, breaks are needed. There is much to think about and lots of decisions to make.

My biggest fear has been what will life be like now. Where do I go from here? Will I meet someone new, even at my age? Will I want to meet someone else?

My kitty keeps me warm and I feel that she saved my life. The weight and feel of her soft fur kept some of the pain from surfacing and her cute mews for dinner late in coming showed me that she needed me. But of course, it's not enough.

I can't believe that it will be 5 months Sept. 10th. It doesn't seem possible that he's gone at all, never mind for 5 months.

Merry

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