Exactly right. The person I was is gone. There is just a shell left. I go to worthless doctor appointments, and that’s about it.
Without my family I would never have survived the last year and a half. One of my biggest sorrows is losing my grandchildren. I try, but noise and activity is too much for me. I pray to come back enough to again have a relationship with them, and all my family. I don’t even ask to get back to where I was....just SOME improvement and relief. No one has an answer.