I sit here with tears in my eyes all in like a baby parenting the same thing I never thought nobody else was going through this is the most powerful scariest thing I've ever experience in a negative aspect. I've been experiencing this for the past 7 to 8 years and my first inclination of this was I was crawling up my aunt's ladder onto her shed to repair roof leak and as my last step was going to hit the top of the ladder I paralyzed I was awake but I was paralyzed I couldn't move my head was singing out luckily I was paralyzed cuz I had one arm wrapped around the ladder so I wouldn't fall I had to wait until they subsided a little bit but I was so scared to move I had to call my ass for my cell phone and had her come out and help me down the ladder and then it just got worse from there I went in and lay down trying to get my thoughts together and then I went into a sleep dream but I was awake it was really weird I was screaming and yelling for my aunt to help me cuz I felt a really dark presence I can see shadowy figures and demons is what I claim to say they are and they were trying to take me there was something trying to overpower me but luckily I was covered in the blood blood of Jesus and I screamed his name then I woke up but as I was sleeping I remember wish I could see her standing doing laundry and I was screaming her name trying to get her to help me because I was packed up paralyzer I feel like something was trying to hurt me here I am 54 years old 6'4 240 lb not a small guy but I was definitely terrified it was been going off and on for many years now and sometimes I feel like I might be having a mannerism stroke it knocks my equilibrium off and makes it to where I have no balance and I had to constantly got that buzz going through it and it is quite scary I do have a history of methamphetamines and it seems to have come after I stop using it for many years and then I started using it again but it came after I really stressed out one time over a dissolved marriage at 28 years and then following another with somebody after that who destroyed my heart again I read something that says it could be a part of epilepsy I'm not sure but this ain't right or normal it's something very very powerful . I wish I have a dream last night of being attacked or being intruded by somebody like a robber in the house I have a gun in my house which I speak with and I was woke up this morning thinking oh my gosh I could have grabbed that gun cuz I was trying to find it in my sleep and I couldn't that just be awful if I grabbed a shot somebody intercept or something so yeah now I blocked my gun up to avoid any type of accidents which is not the reason we keep a gun we don't want it locked up we want to be able to access it if needed and now it's locked up