@ Allstaedt57

I’m so sorry about your spouse. I often think about how much the support I get from my husband makes navigating health issues less scary. He and I have both lost beloved spouses and have been caretakers. While that gives one a unique perspective, the experiential learning of navigating the last chapter of life with someone you love takes it’s toll. As a nurse you have seen this a lot, I suspect.
I hope you have a good support system that can cheer you on and understand your angst. It’s easier said than done…to be calm in the storm and avoid stress, as you physician so wisely advised. Nurses are wonderful caretakers and in my circle of nurse friends (I was a pediatric medical social worker) they carry so much on their shoulders. They find it hard to be cared for. I hope you are surrounded by loving friends and family and will unburden yourself as you can.
Hugs! So glad you found us. I know we will learn from you and I appreciate hearing your story.
Patty