yes, we all work through all this with the help of medical professionals and friends. I had radical mastectomy and 10 lymph nodes removed March 11 of 2020. I asked Dr. several times if that was what she recommended. Blood pressure went up to 180 from anxiety. I followed Dr's recommendations and here I am 3 years later. It was months before I was able to swim in the ocean, one of my healing places. I have made diet changes, dropped 30 lbs but still eat mostly organic. Dr. recommended Memorial Sloan Kettering web site because I use herbs and some increase estrogen so I cut out some herbs.
All my aloha and prayers for your recovery.