I am also going thru estrangement from my daughter . She's 29 years old living with my ex husband for the last 7 years . I have 2 kids from my marriage 29, 30 . My divorce was bitter and very difficult . My kids were 13 and 14 when i asked for the divorce . While going thru the divorce my ex husband turned my son against me told him a whole bunch of lies which my son believed ( i think at this time ) My son wanted nothing to do with me and i didn't hear from him for 6 years . When my son turned 20 we started talking again and now i can honestly say that we have a loving great relationship and i coulnt be happier . My daughter suffers from anxiety and depression and currently lives with her dad . Until recently we've talked and texted on the phone then all of the sudden she decided that she doesn't want me in her life . It's extremely painful . I cry all the time basically and want to get on with my life but don't know how . For me finding a good therapist has helped but still some days are very difficult. I totally understand what you're going thru . My wish for you is may you find resilience to live a happy life and don't give up . Continued blessings..