@kaposi I am so glad to hear you are feeling better! I wanted to respond yesterday after reading your post, but I had surgery and didn't feel good. I know you can understand the anxiety I felt facing another procedure!

But enough about me. What plans have you made going forward now, to talk to someone? Please take a look at your list of close friends and family, and pick one or two you might like to approach with what you need to share.
Having someone nearby to turn to is never a bad thing, and of course, we are here, too.

Today I am sending you a warm hug of support, and hope you will reach out to me and others!
Ginger