Ive had a pain pump for 5 years. The drugs in my pump are Fentynal and hydromorphine plus 2 other nonaddictive drugs. My problem is pain in my right buttock so i cannot sit. Only in the last 8 months has my pain moved into my groin area. I am now bedridden in constant pain. My pump doctor will not increase my meds because he is afraid i will die and he will go to jail. My pain is an 8 on a good day. Life has lost its meaning.