Oh my goodness, Cheryl, you are in a world of hurt. I wish I could reach through this computer to give you a hug. You’ve been through so much medically in your life already and that alone is stressful and draining. I’m so sorry you haven’t been able to get in to see your hematologist for over a year! I can only imagine how hopeless and abandoned you must be feeling.
This level of bleeding you’re having isn’t normal and can be quite dangerous if you cut yourself or have any internal bleeding. Is there anyway to get an emergency consultation? You were in the army, are there any veteran services that could assist you in getting some medical help?