I truly have such a wonderful team in place, but it took a very long time to get to a place where I can say that. My doctors are so thorough and careful and I feel so blessed to have each of them. I am very scared about starting the new medication, but for the first time, I feel hopeful, I feel like a plan is in place with a backup plan as well and for so long I felt like everyone kept telling me all the dangers and I heard many ‘I don’t knows’, I kind of felt like I was waiting to die, now I see the wheels spinning and movement is happening, so while on one hand I am terrified, on the other I am so hopeful and excited. I just received the order for the camzyos on Tuesday and they told me that it will take about a week or two before I have it on hand, with getting insurance approval and all. So I haven’t started it yet, but hopefully very soon! 😊